Monthly Archives: May 2010

back to the ranks of the employed

The rep at Robert Half staffing called me this morning and from his tone I’m guessing that I should be falling to my knees and thanking whatever God or Gods I am into. Smug son of a bitch said “they … Continue reading

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she talks to Angels

She paints her eyes as black as night now She pulls those shades down tight Oh yeah there is a smile when the pain comes The pain is gonna make everything alright Alright yeah

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not quite yet

I’m not ready to quit. No way in hell could I do that. I would all the time be thinking about getting high, needles, rigs, wondering if so and so has any smack or blow. Just waking up in the … Continue reading

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and I feel so much better

I have no idea why I am hearing the bells. I pull all the sheets and covers on top of me, knocking my current book(Summer of the Apocalypse) to the floor and I curl into the fetal position, taking deep … Continue reading

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ugh I hate dry heaves…

as soon as I opened my eyes this morning I knew that this sickness was not the usual dope sickness I wake up with every morning now. I struggled out of bed, dizzily walked to the bathroom, and fell to … Continue reading

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May storms and Maryland smack

Monday of this week some friends and I were supposedly painting my front deck, actually a girl friend of mine, I’ll call her L (no names on this blog!) was home from college – she was a sophomore at Loyola … Continue reading

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early morning dance

…the still dark room slowly comes into focus as I force my eyes open. The swish of the ceiling fan is the only sound as I glance over at the red numerals of my clock/radio on the bench next to … Continue reading

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