Monthly Archives: August 2010

kodak moment

last night I was reading and my nephew was playing with his little action figures on the couch next to me. Just out blue he said “Uncle Noah, I want to live here until I’m big”, I ask him why … Continue reading

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rainy days and UAs

I awoke from a dream in which I was trying to inject heroin (another using dream) to the sound of rain pattering against the roof , the first rain we have had since before July 4th, so it was greatly … Continue reading

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heroin, heroin, and more heroin in my head

Again I’ve gone up on my daily intake of ‘done…now at 55mgs and while I’m doing OK with the physical aspects of not using, the psychological part is really kicking my ass. I’m constantly thinking about smack, all my time … Continue reading

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keep on keeping on

I went up to 40mgs this morning because I’m still having some chills, then a bit of the sweats plus I’m waking up every couple of hours once I get to sleep. I want to try to make do with … Continue reading

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unsteady as she goes

I woke up early Wednesday and even before I got out of bed the addict-me started the internal debate about using or not using. You are really not going to go through with this today are you? Hell you can … Continue reading

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practical decision

Early Saturday morning my sister drove over with my little nephew and while he played on the swing set in the front yard she let me know just how bad her financial situation is at present. Her job has cut … Continue reading

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care package

I have a good friend who lives in Renton, Washington(Jimi Hendrix’s home town) and we have, in the past had some financial dealings which greatly benefited us both. So when he wanted a loan several months ago I got the … Continue reading

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